MKULTRA GIRL IS GOING, GOING... GONE

 I'll just recap the facts.

In 2016 Ellen Atkin discovered a photo of a little girl on line and recognized the drugged child strapped to the table as herself. She named her "MKUltraGirl" and began lobbying for ownership of the image -- and the rights to compensation for its use on websites and blogs. She even rewrote the original typewritten caption to include her name, thereby (in her own mind at least) staking a claim on the photo, which had mysteriously originated in US government classified files from 1973 submitted to the Frank Church hearings into MKULTRA experiments conducted on US citizens. 

Ellen Atkin is not a US citizen and at no time has she ever provided an explanation as to how as a Canadian child growing up in London, Ontario she became part of a US government document collection.

I wrote an article in 2020 detailing the steps she took to turn herself into "that famous little girl" in the classified photo. I posted the article on my blog with the title "Anatomy of a Fraud." By that time, Atkin had managed to bamboozle a whole string of podcast hosts and hostesses with her story, and was turning up in search engines as MKUltraGirl.

Meanwhile, I had received a series of emails from an American woman who became aware of "MKUltraGirl" through the internet. This woman had known for years about the photo, since she was the little girl pictured, On learning of Ellen's viral campaign, she commissioned a 14-page forensic study, paid for out of her own pocket. The analysis and report conclusively proved - via a comparison of her childhood and adult photos with the classified photo from the laboratory - that she was indeed that child.

Details such as matching facial contours, identical clothing (frilled collar), position of  a mole under her left eye, and one collapsed nostril -- are all clearly visible in both the original photo, her school photo at age 8, and a photo of her as an adult taken from the same angle as the classified image

Nevertheless, in 2022 Ellen Atkin launched a GiveSendGo campaign in a last-ditch attempt to prove, via her own forensic study, that she is the child in the photo and all other "contenders" are fakes.

You can stop holding your breath, because at last the results are in. Of course, Atkin refuses to publish them, while admitting they're "inconclusive" and of course she blames the poor quality of the original government photo for her failure to prove her case. After all, "proof" is only for crybabies and spoilsports.

Thanks to all the generous supporters. This fundraiser is now closed. The results are inconclusive, which should lay to rest all the crying about “proof”. Using the top “experts” at Ideal Innovations INC, there isn’t enuf quality on this image (unless we can get a high resolution image) to get a good comparison. I felt this top tier CIA approved company was necessary to enlist as a means of “proof”. What is next? Hypnotic regression. Let me know if you can recommend someone. In the meantime, we fight against the guvs and create safe spaces for victims of MK Ultra to speak about their traumas. 

 

Ironically, now that her campaign has collapsed, Ellen Atkin aka MkUltraGirl has finally managed to get my libelous, envious, livelihood-wrecking 2020 blogpost "MKULTRAGIRL: Anatomy of a Fraud" removed by Google. 

 

 

 

Can't say we didn't see it coming. And now maybe we can all wave goodbye to MKUltraGirl -- 

Just in time for Halloween.

 

I Guess I Am A Malignant Narcissist

And this blog is All About Me.

And I've been getting a lot of hate mail lately.

Here's one from this morning:

To: Ann Diamond

From: Brad Blinstrub

Subject: Lies and Fabrications

When dealing with fools like you, I mince no words. Regarding other victims of the MK-ULTRA world not having evidence of abuse, no one, I repeat, no one has absolutely zero less than you. Of course, zero is nothing, but in your case, you fall into the sub-zero status. It's like, Ann Diamond? The MK-ULTRA victim? That's a negative 10. So, enough with that. That's established, you have no viable evidence for anything. A story. Groundless and useless. A fact.

Next: A fantasy life of extravagant proportions. Yes. That's obvious. Dreamscape adventures that dupe the lonely and impressionable like Jasun Horsley, who lives in another dreamscape shaped world of self-importance and frustration. No wonder you two monolithic wonders of self-sculpted arrogance have very little support, considering all your wanderings. Two lifeless statues in the Church of the Final Blowout.

Next: A disgusting sense of superiority about again, zero. No accomplishments of any value. No work record. You Ann, impress me as a mooch of international proportions. As Ole' P.T. Barnum said, "There's a sucker born evr'y minute." You have a lot of suckers out there to vamp on. So, Ann. Get a job. You can still do something useful and humble in what's left of your decrepit life. But that so-called "sucker" you seduce is still a human life. A precious life, and suckers are not real support. They are not real friends. They are mind controlled zombies people like you live off of.

Final Points: As an example, I can prove I was a Marine. I have a real DD-214. I have a US Marine Boot Camp Series type of school year book with my mug and name in there. If I need to prove my revolutionary days, I have a Chgo. Police Dept. Mugshot, and charge sheet that I heard is still on record. Fighting Police on 64th Kedzie. 1971. I have pictures of my dad's joint on 47th and Western, in Chicago. Now gone. So...in your case, with your background you've erected. Man! There should be something? Even one official type person somewhere, willing to back your story. But Ann. We know. I most of all I know. IT NEVER HAPPENED. I stated my verdict. You are a perjured snake. A biting ingratiating phony who sticks their fangs into people and then takes them for a ride. You are an ugly joke. 

By the way, wannabe, you have no insights on the Outfit and the MOB. The Outfit as it was called in Chicago only provided good interference for the USG-Certified CIA hit on JFK, you miserable pretender. I am not a made man. I am no member. No way. Thank God and my Jesus. But, I was raised in a world that was so sick and ugly, a fool like you would not really understand it, or not want to, because you are a criminal as well. An Identity Theft Criminal and a Psychic Leach. No way are you any different really. You just run from one victim to another. But my Bookie dad who frequented Guatemala, Cuba, Dominican Republic, Mexico, Las Vegas, Miami, New Orleans would look at you and laugh. He would look at you as evil. Seriously. Jokers you are. Evil. Gutless ones. You are again, a WANNABE. Quit commenting on areas of reality a dream addict like you has little to no knowledge of. You are an idiot overall. That goes for your partner in useless verbiage, Mumbles Horsley. Yeh. Embrace Evil? As you sit safely away, sipping hot cocoa. What a joke. A sad one.

Write back if you want. Waste your time. I would like that. You are the stuff of comedy, in many ways you should out yourself, and make a comedy out of your so-called testimony. The Ann Diamond Show! With Jasun Horsley co-starring as Sir Jay. He could mumble ironies from a junked throne.

You have wasted a lot of precious time, and I do notice how you sort of snidely add bits of experiential info from other people. Sleight of hand plagiarisms, that were never present in your prior testimonies of your relentless journeys into other people's lives. I am not into TV, but what a sitcom you could be. Think about it. YOU ARE A LIAR. Make a show out of it all. Tell the truth for a change. You could be an op though. A failed one. 

 Bye, You miserable psychopath. And you are.

*****

Like the miserable psychopath I am, I responded:

Hey 

Would you mind if I stole your story for my blog?

Or maybe you'd like to post it in a comment at http://Lunamother.blogspot.ca

And Camille is welcome to do that as well

Ann

But since I haven't heard back I've decided to be pro-active and just post all the emails here. Before her spooky husband Brad got into the act, Camille Blinstrub had been writing me all week.

She began by copying me into an email she sent to Jasun Horsley which mentioned me:

On Sunday, August 21st, 2022 at 2:15 PM, CamilleBlinstrub <CamilleBlinstrub@protonmail.com> wrote:

Jasun,

Thanks for sending me the PDF of your book 16 Maps of Hell. It would have been nice if you sent me a copy long ago since I sent you quite a lot of research on George Hodel. I have looked at the Acknowledgements in your book, and don't see my name.

It's true that I told you that I didn't expect to be named, but again, a free copy would have been decent. 

I wanted to see what you used of all the material I sent you, and if you used the passage that I wrote for you that you requested. We must have exchanged at least 20 emails in regards to 16 Maps of Hell. All of which I have.

I did not know that you had written (again) about Leonard Cohen using Ann's rubbish in 16 Maps. Maybe that's why you have continued to back a loser (Ann). 

At this point, I think you & Ann Diamond have very many sins in common: fake names, stealing or using other people's life story/work without credit given, insulting Christ & Christians, lying & not correcting the lie, sexual perversion, attacking people publicly before they go public about you, extreme self-centeredness, smearing public figures without proper documentation (Leonard Cohen), a rather selfish jet-set life, I could go on & on. 

I'm coming after both of you one way or another unless you apologize & take down the things you have said about me in public & unless you publicly state that Ann is wrong for stealing key parts of my life story.

1. You attacked me on my Facebook page in 2016 because I believe that child molesters ought to be put to death in a humane fashion after a speedy & fair trial. You have removed all of your rude comments on my page because you quit FB, but you wrote an entire piece (Vicious Circles, Angry Squares) about it & lied about what my post said. When I protested this injustice in the comment section, and provided the proof that you requested, you never printed it nor did you admit that you got it wrong. Now you've removed the comment section, leaving your story as is, uncorrected
2.  You attacked me on Twitter in 2021 (without naming me, but still bringing dishonor on the name of Christian) because I criticized your heavy-handed promotion of Dave Oshana
3.  This year you have ignored my complaints about Ann stealing parts of my life story and insulted me on top of it in your last email with CCs to Dianne Lawrence & Michael Posner

When I feel like it, I'll be putting a lot of this together about you & Ann & I'll be sending it out as I see fit. How can anyone who cares about children countenance someone like you when this is what you believe:

"My own view is that only total, blanket acceptance of all “evil,” both inside and outside us, can ever bring about any sort of meaningful change, because only acceptance of and surrender to what we are unable to consciously control or comprehend (Satan, as much as God) will allow for a full integration of our unconscious fragments, for a restoration of wholeness and harmony both within and without." (Vicious Circles & Angry Squares)

You & Ann are also both bullies. You both took a lot of liberties with me, you dismissed me as someone you could push around. As one person who's dealt with you both has said so correctly, you are both "detached intellectuals" with very little love or kindness. 

Oh, and you are both enthralled with and idolatrous towards the Rock world, which neither of you will ever be a part of. That seems to be one of your strongest ties to Ann, her rather weak connection to Leonard Cohen who wasn't even a rock star.

Be sure to read how Ann in her letter to the Daily Mail thinks Paint It Black was written about her.

Camille

However, Jasun just deletes all her emails at this point. So then she turned her attention to me accusing me of "stealing her story".

This is also a sudden new theme at Ellen Atkin's Bitchute site, so it was obvious Camille and Ellen had been talking.

Ellen has started calling me a Malignant Narcissist - which is where I got the title for this blog post- and one of my Narcissistic traits is "stealing other people's stories" along with "befriending" people and "gushing" over them.

Apparently I am nice as pie until I get them to tell me their "stories" and then I "steal" them and try to destroy the person I have robbed- not unlike one of those spiders that devours the male after copulation.

I think Ellen is referring to a blog I wrote called Anatomy of a Fraud which I was told had been taken down by Google after Ellen complained but apparently it can still be accessed by some people- I just learned this yesterday from someone in Sweden who was able to see it, although two other people gave told me they get an error message when they click the link:

Http://lunamother.blogspot.com 

So who knows what is going on? Not me.

*********

Apparently Camille has also been writing to Dianne Lawrence and wants me to know, because she copied me into her email to Dianne:

CamilleBlinstrub <camilleblinstrub@protonmail.com> wrote:

Sorry not to see your request for Ann "trash talking" you on her blog. Somehow I didn't see it, here it is: http://lunamoth1.blogspot.com/2016/12/listen-to-hummingbird.html

Therefore I'm sending you her two emails to me today about you since you don't mind her rudeness.

 

******

So if anyone is interested in a few bitchy comments I exchanged with Dianne Lawrence at my blog in 2016, this is the place to learn all about that...

After I made the mistake of responding to Camille's strange accusations in her email to Jasun (I didn't yet realize she has been "researching" me for some time) I received another angry response from Camille:

Camille writes:

So your letter to the Daily Mail, which featured prominently a few very specific stolen facets of my life (having a professional Jazz father, flying over to London's music scene, at age 12, in 1963), is a joke?

Does that mean your whole re-vamped post-2019 "narrative" of your life is a joke as well?

You said that London was a world capitol in the 60s and that "everyone went there"... Except you, Ann. But it seems you did go there later, yes. Much later.

If you're on any Rolling Stone CD-ROM, please do share it with us. I see no photo of you nor any mention of you anywhere.

Also, where are the clips of you being interviewed after Leonard Cohen died? I can't find them.  

I CC'd Michael Posner because Dianne Lawrence did.

What's happened to your "Opening to the Underworld" Liminalist #67 podcast with Jasun?

It's down for today anyway, as is his whole Liminalist website.

*****

IT WAS STARTING TO LOOK LIKE CAMILLE WAS TRYING TO BUILD A CASE AGAINST ME - (:

IT ALSO APPEARED THAT SHE HAD TAKEN A COINCIDENTAL FACT - THAT WE HAD BOTH TRAVELLED TO LONDON AT AGE 12 IN 1963 -- AND INFLATED IT INTO PROOF THAT I AM "STEALING HER LIFE STORY."

NOWHERE HAVE I EVER MENTIONED HER OR USED DETAILS FROM HER LIFE OR PUBLISHED ANYTHING THAT RESEMBLES CAMILLE BLINSTRUB'S AUTOBIOGRAPHY.

IT JUST HAPPENS WE WERE BORN THE SAME YEAR AND HAD FATHERS WHO WERE CONNECTED TO MUSIC (JAZZ), BUT IN VERY DIFFERENT WAYS IN DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. AND WE BOTH MAY HAVE BEEN IN LONDON IN 1963, FOR DIFFERENT REASONS: SHE TO ATTEND SCHOOL FOR A YEAR, AND ME FOR A WEEKEND QUICKIE COURTESY OF THE AIR FORCE ALTHOUGH I CAN ONLY SPECULATE BASED ON FRAGMENTS OF MEMORIES AND A DETAILED FLASHBACK IN 2021. AND SONG LYRICS...

But she is convinced these minor coincidences that I reference are a form of "theft" or "stalking" and has shared her suspicions with Ellen Atkin who is repeating these accusations on her Bitchute channel where she frequently accuses me of stalking her and others.

To wit:

When I argued: 

"I don't see any "specific stolen facets" of your life, just a few things in common that apply to a lot of people."

Camille shot back: 

"Really? How many 12 year old girls flew across the Atlantic to be in the center of London's music scene in 1963? Very few, I'm sure, and you're not one of them."

I HARDLY FLEW INTO THE CENTRE OF.LONDON'S MUSIC SCENE. I.SPENT A NIGHT AT EDITH GROVE AS A TRAFFICKED PRE TEEN GIRL. IT WAS ALL JUST GOOD CLEAN ROCK AND ROLL AFAIK.

...

CAMILLE DOES NOT BELIEVE I OWN MY MEMORIES AND FLASHBACKS. SHE THINKS I STOLE THE BASIC FACTS - YEAR AND LOCATION-  FROM HER AND JUST MADE THE REST UP:

I saw you evolve most of your post-2019 "narrative" right before my eyes in our PMs on FB. You apparently don't have yours anymore. If you do, go look at them. It's all there. Plain as day.

Between your comments  to me on the (now absent) #198 podcast I did with Jasun & your suggestions on the FB PMs, you perfectly demonstrated Ellen's description of you:

"Over the years, people have contacted me about her malignant, bitter and jealous behaviour towards them. She will fawn and gush over her next victim, try to create connections with them, try to convince them that her fictional life as an mkultra victim is theirs too. She will stalk these targets and after listening to or reading one of their posts, she will suddenly have a "memory" of a time or a place or an event or an encounter that, coincidentally, is exactly what the person was sharing about themselves to a wider audience or just her."

Anatomy of a Malignant Narcissistic Mind Controlled Perp (bitchute.com)

Very nice writing by Ellen I think. You treated her despicably and Jasun was your enabler.

Going to London in 1979 is 16 years too late if you want to write with authority about the early English Rock scene. 

I NEVER CLAIMED TO BE WRITING ABOUT THE ENGLISH ROCK SCENE WHICH I WAS NOT PART OF. I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY I SEEM TO HAVE A HISTORY WITH MICK JAGGER WHICH I HAVE FORGOTTEN - AT LEAST UNTIL RECENTLY.

Please point out where on this Rolling Stones Voodoo Lounge website you are photographed or mentioned by name. Thanks.

And please send me any links for interviews you did with CTV, CBC Montreal or City TV Toronto about Leonard Cohen. Thanks.

SHE DOESNT BELIEVE I AM TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT MY OWN LIFE AND ADDS:

I don't see anything particularly interesting about me sending Michael Posner a copy of the email I wrote. (MICHAEL POSNER IS THE BROTHER OF CIA APOLOGIST GERALD POSNER- I HAPPENED TO LEARN THIS RECENTLY.  I THINK CC'ING HIM INTO HER EMAILS TO ME IS BEYOND BIZARRE AND PROBABLY AN ACCIDENTAL SLIP ON CAMILLE'S PART. AND AN INDICATION THAT SHE HAS OTHER AGENDAS THAT SHE'S NOT TALKING ABOUT.

SHE CONTINUES IMPROVISING MORE ACCUSATIONS:

You've been trying to get me to go public with you ever since 2019 when you attacked my private post on FB about the Stones being a blight on the United States

I HAVENT BEEN TRYING TO "GO PUBLIC" WITH HER, AND ALL I DID ON HER FB PAGE WAS HUMOROUSLY QUESTION HER ASSERTION THAT MICK JAGGER IS AN EVIL SATANIST, AND THE STONE STOLE ALL THEIR MUSIC FROM BLACK PEOPLE.  THE FACT SHE WONT SHARE MY COMMENTS AND HAS BLOCKED ME FROM ACCESSING THEM IS BECAUSE THEY WERE SO HARMLESS AND ANODYNE.

ANYWAY...THIS IS A SAMPLE OF HER EMAILS AND ACCUSATIONS WHICH I AM POSTING HERE BECAUSE THEY SEEM TO BE GETTING CRAZIER.

I ASKED HER TO CITE EXAMPLES OR PROVIDE EVIDENCE OF MY MALICIOUS MESSAGING AND PLAGIARIZING:

IF IT'S ALL THERE PLAIN AS DAY WHY DONT YOU PRODUCE THESE PMS? BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING THERE?

SHE SWITCHES TO RED:

The PMs are there, minus my comments. Why would I leave my side of the conversation with the personal details that you elicited from me so you could steal any more?

Between your comments to me on the (now absent) #198 podcast I did with Jasun & your suggestions on the FB PMs, you perfectly demonstrated Ellen's description of you

I REREAD THOSE COMMENTS ON JASUN'S PODCAST. THEY WERE FRIENDLY AND POLITE. I MADE A COPY.

Well, good, cause Jasun's entire Liminalist is still down going on 48 hours, either he took it down himself (why?) or was hacked or it's the WSOD (White Screen of Death). Either way, it's awfully odd three days after I told him Three Strikes Your Out.

I GUESS BEING CIVILIZED TO SOMEONE IS JUST "FAWNING AND GUSHING OVER MY NEXT VICTIM" ...

AND COMMENTING IS NOW "STALKING"

AND WRITING (IN YOUR MIND) IS "STEALING"

There are currently five women (I'm one of them) who are all saying similar things about you. Yes, you are a liar, you're very narcissistic, a stalker & a thief. Sorry. And I have yet to track down another woman that I'm aware of.

...

SO UNDER PRESSURE TO PROVE HER WEIRD ACCUSATIONS CAMILLE ADMITS TO NETWORKING WITH FIVE WOMEN WHO ARE ALL SAYING SIMILAR THINGS ABOUT ME? I KNOW EXACTLY WHO THESE WOMEN ARE BECAUSE OVER THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS FOUR HAVE SURFACED OUT OF NOWHERE MAKING AGGRESSIVE NOISES FOR NO REAL REASON EXCEPT THAT SOMEONE SEEMS TO HAVE FED THEM A STORY....

****

I WILL PAUSE HERE AS I CANT IMAGINE ANYONE REALLY WANTING TO KNOW MORE DETAILS....ITS PRETTY OBVIOUS THIS IS AN ORGANIZED slander CAMPAIGN AND MOST OF THESE WOMEN ARE "USEFUL IDIOTS" FOR LACK OF A BETTER TERM....

****

SORRY LADIES. 😞 IF I INSULTED YOU AGAIN 

 

 

 

I am on this:

 

Voodoo Lounge CD Rom trailer (at 38 seconds, that's me Miss Diamond)

So your letter to the Daily Mail, which  lllĺlllllllllny a few very specific stolen facets of my life (having a ** Jazz father, flying over to London's music scene, atge 12, in 1963), is a joke?

Does that mean your whole re-vamped post-2019 "narrative" of your life is a joke as well?

You said that London was a world capitol in the 60s and that "everyone went there"... Except you, Ann. But it seems you did go there later, yes. Much later.

If you're on any Rolling Stone CD-ROM, please do share it with us. I see no photo of you nor any mention of you anywhere.

Also, where are the clips of you being interviewed after Leonard Cohen died? I can't find them.  

I CC'd Michael Posner because Dianne Lawrence did.

What's happened to your "Opening to the Underworld" Liminalist #67 podcast with Jasun?

It's down for today anyway, as is his whole Liminalist website.

So your letter to the Daily Mail, which featured prominently a few very specific stolen facets of my life (having a professional Jazz father, flying over to London's music scene, at age 12, in 1963), is a joke?

Does that mean your whole re-vamped post-2019 "narrative" of your life is a joke as well?

You said that London was a world capitol in the 60s and that "everyone went there"... Except you, Ann. But it seems you did go there later, yes. Much later.

If you're on any Rolling Stone CD-ROM, please do share it with us. I see no photo of you nor any mention of you anywhere.

Also, where are the clips of you being interviewed after Leonard Cohen died? I can't find them.  

I CC'd Michael Posner because Dianne Lawrence did.

What's happened to your "Opening to the Underworld" Liminalist #67 podcast with Jasun?

It's down for today anyway, as is his whole Liminalist website.

To: Ann Diamond

From: Brad Blinstrub

Subject: Lies and Fabrications

When dealing with fools like you, I mince no words. Regarding other victims of the MK-ULTRA world not having evidence of abuse, no one, I repeat, no one has absolutely zero less than you. Of course, zero is nothing, but in your case, you fall into the sub-zero status. It's like, Ann Diamond? The MK-ULTRA victim? That's a negative 10. So, enough with that. That's established, you have no viable evidence for anything. A story. Groundless and useless. A fact.

Next: A fantasy life of extravagant proportions. Yes. That's obvious. Dreamscape adventures that dupe the lonely and impressionable like Jasun Horsley, who lives in another dreamscape shaped world of self-importance and frustration. No wonder you two monolithic wonders of self-sculpted arrogance have very little support, considering all your wanderings. Two lifeless statues in the Church of the Final Blowout.

Next: A disgusting sense of superiority about again, zero. No accomplishments of any value. No work record. You Ann, impress me as a mooch of international proportions. As Ole' P.T. Barnum said, "There's a sucker born evr'y minute." You have a lot of suckers out there to vamp on. So, Ann. Get a job. You can still do something useful and humble in what's left of your decrepit life. But that so-called "sucker" you seduce is still a human life. A precious life, and suckers are not real support. They are not real friends. They are mind controlled zombies people like you live off of.

Final Points: As an example, I can prove I was a Marine. I have a real DD-214. I have a US Marine Boot Camp Series type of school year book with my mug and name in there. If I need to prove my revolutionary days, I have a Chgo. Police Dept. Mugshot, and charge sheet that I heard is still on record. Fighting Police on 64th Kedzie. 1971. I have pictures of my dad's joint on 47th and Western, in Chicago. Now gone. So...in your case, with your background you've erected. Man! There should be something? Even one official type person somewhere, willing to back your story. But Ann. We know. I most of all I know. IT NEVER HAPPENED. I stated my verdict. You are a perjured snake. A biting ingratiating phony who sticks their fangs into people and then takes them for a ride. You are an ugly joke. 

By the way, wannabe, you have no insights on the Outfit and the MOB. The Outfit as it was called in Chicago only provided good interference for the USG-Certified CIA hit on JFK, you miserable pretender. I am not a made man. I am no member. No way. Thank God and my Jesus. But, I was raised in a world that was so sick and ugly, a fool like you would not really understand it, or not want to, because you are a criminal as well. An Identity Theft Criminal and a Psychic Leach. No way are you any different really. You just run from one victim to another. But my Bookie dad who frequented Guatemala, Cuba, Dominican Republic, Mexico, Las Vegas, Miami, New Orleans would look at you and laugh. He would look at you as evil. Seriously. Jokers you are. Evil. Gutless ones. You are again, a WANNABE. Quit commenting on areas of reality a dream addict like you has little to no knowledge of. You are an idiot overall. That goes for your partner in useless verbiage, Mumbles Horsley. Yeh. Embrace Evil? As you sit safely away, sipping hot cocoa. What a joke. A sad one.

Write back if you want. Waste your time. I would like that. You are the stuff of comedy, in many ways you should out yourself, and make a comedy out of your so-called testimony. The Ann Diamond Show! With Jasun Horsley co-starring as Sir Jay. He could mumble ironies from a junked throne.

You have wasted a lot of precious time, and I do notice how you sort of snidely add bits of experiential info from other people. Sleight of hand plagiarisms, that were never present in your prior testimonies of your relentless journeys into other people's lives. I am not into TV, but what a sitcom you could be. Think about it. YOU ARE A LIAR. Make a show out of it all. Tell the truth for a change. You could be an op though. A failed one. 

 Bye, You miserable psychopath. And yomail.

Hey 

Would you mind if I stole your story for my blog?

Or maybe you'd like to post

And Camille is welcome to do

To: Ann Diamond

From: Brad Blinstrub

Subject: Lies and Fabrications

When dealing with fools like you, I mince no words. Regarding other victims of the MK-ULTRA world not having evidence of abuse, no one, I repeat, no one has absolutely zero less than you. Of course, zero is nothing, but in your case, you fall into the sub-zero status. It's like, Ann Diamond? The MK-ULTRA victim? That's a negative 10. So, enough with that. That's established, you have no viable evidence for anything. A story. Groundless and useless. A fact.

Next: A fantasy life of extravagant proportions. Yes. That's obvious. Dreamscape adventures that dupe the lonely and impressionable like Jasun Horsley, who lives in another dreamscape shaped world of self-importance and frustration. No wonder you two monolithic wonders of self-sculpted arrogance have very little support, considering all your wanderings. Two lifeless statues in the Church of the Final Blowout.

Next: A disgusting sense of superiority about again, zero. No accomplishments of any value. No work record. You Ann, impress me as a mooch of international proportions. As Ole' P.T. Barnum said, "There's a sucker born evr'y minute." You have a lot of suckers out there to vamp on. So, Ann. Get a job. You can still do something useful and humble in what's left of your decrepit life. But that so-called "sucker" you seduce is still a human life. A precious life, and suckers are not real support. They are not real friends. They are mind controlled zombies people like you live off of.

Final Points: As an example, I can prove I was a Marine. I have a real DD-214. I have a US Marine Boot Camp Series type of school year book with my mug and name in there. If I need to prove my revolutionary days, I have a Chgo. Police Dept. Mugshot, and charge sheet that I heard is still on record. Fighting Police on 64th Kedzie. 1971. I have pictures of my dad's joint on 47th and Western, in Chicago. Now gone. So...in your case, with your background you've erected. Man! There should be something? Even one official type person somewhere, willing to back your story. But Ann. We know. I most of all I know. IT NEVER HAPPENED. I stated my verdict. You are a perjured snake. A biting ingratiating phony who sticks their fangs into people and then takes them for a ride. You are an ugly joke. 

By the way, wannabe, you have no insights on the Outfit and the MOB. The Outfit as it was called in Chicago only provided good interference for the USG-Certified CIA hit on JFK, you miserable pretender. I am not a made man. I am no member. No way. Thank God and my Jesus. But, I was raised in a world that was so sick and ugly, a fool like you would not really understand it, or not want to, because you are a criminal as well. An Identity Theft Criminal and a Psychic Leach. No way are you any different really. You just run from one victim to another. But my Bookie dad who frequented Guatemala, Cuba, Dominican Republic, Mexico, Las Vegas, Miami, New Orleans would look at you and laugh. He would look at you as evil. Seriously. Jokers you are. Evil. Gutless ones. You are again, a WANNABE. Quit commenting on areas of reality a dream addict like you has little to no knowledge of. You are an idiot overall. That goes for your partner in useless verbiage, Mumbles Horsley. Yeh. Embrace Evil? As you sit safely away, sipping hot cocoa. What a joke. A sad one.

Write back if you want. Waste your time. I would like that. You are the stuff of comedy, in many ways you should out yourself, and make a comedy out of your so-called testimony. The Ann Diamond Show! With Jasun Horsley co-starring as Sir Jay. He could mumble ironies from a junked throne.

You have wasted a lot of precious time, and I do notice how you sort of snidely add bits of experiential info from other people. Sleight of hand plagiarisms, that were never present in your prior testimonies of your relentless journeys into other people's lives. I am not into TV, but what a sitcom you could be. Think about it. YOU ARE A LIAR. Make a show out of it all. Tell the truth for a change. You could be an op though. A failed one. 

 Bye, You miserable psychopath. And you are.

Sent wre email.

Hey 

Would you mind if I stole your story for my blog?

And Camille is welcome to do t

 

MKULTRA GIRL: Anatomy of a Fraud

"Unidentified white female between the age of 8 and 10 years old. The subject underwent 6 months of treatment using heavy doses of LSD, electroshock and sensory deprivation. Experiments under codename MKULTRA about early 60s. Subjects memory was erased and her brain is that of a newborn baby."

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The CIA-funded MKULTRA mind control program at McGill ran from 1953-64. The infamous Dr. Cameron who directed it was fired in 1964, and died mountain climbing in 1967.

Reportedly the now-famous photo of the little girl strapped down to a table under a sign saying STRAIN ALL URINE, first surfaced on a Japanese blog in 2008. I first saw it at Aangirfan blog, where it has been used repeatedly as an illustration of classified experiments done on children in the MKULTRA project.

The girl in the "Strain All Urine" photo appears to be eight to ten years old.

Blogger and aerial photographer Ellen Atkin posted this image at her blog, alongside a photo of herself at "about eight years old in 1969."

Ellen Atkin's life changed on the day in October 2015 when she came across the viral photo of a little girl immobilized on a gurney, her chin and head restrained by a rope tied to the wall behind her. No one seems to know when and where this disturbing photo was taken, but Ellen pulled out a photo from her childhood album, and knew she had "a match."

 Either she "recognized herself" -- (she may very well have been through something similar since Canada has a long history of secret biological and chemical warfare research involving children) -- or, with her background in sales and marketing, she saw a chance to make some quick money and build an internet presence off another child's suffering.

Either way, she never looked back. Throwing herself into her project, she got to work replacing the original photo with an altered composite, and replacing the typewritten text with her own version:

 "My name is Ellen Atkin. In 2015 I discovered myself in this famous photo. I had already surmounted my difficult upbringing, but sought answers to the haunting trouble in my natal family. My mother was a patient of Dr. Ewan (sic) Cameron. My father had been in the psyche (sic) ward. My sister went crazy and my brother died young, Then as now, this subject is taboo. I am changing that by integrating my search for answers, quest for justice with my work as a visual artist and media influencer."

Having juxtaposed the images to create the illusion of "a match", she got the idea of copying the typeface on the original lab note, and presto! To the casual viewer now she's the subject of the experiment, and the centre of attention. Practically overnight she became clickbait. The doctored image started popping up in search engines and soon she was doing podcasts as "MkUltragirl" - survivor and savior of a generation – saint and guru and leader of Ultra Nation. She started out at Wolf Spirit Radio and worked her way up the conspiracy channels to Infowars with David Knight. 

Despite the holes in her narrative, strange pauses, snorts and even some barking noises she emits while groping for words -- and mostly thanks to aggressive self-promotion and AI savvy, the world now knows Ellen Atkin has "laid claim to the girl in the image." Not just the image, but the girl herself. "No one else has come close to my claim," she gloats, as if the whole world is vying to be tagged "917533" and tied to a bed like that child. Why didn’t I think of that?

To me it's obvious these are two different children. The girl on the gurney might be the same age, but has a rounder face, fuller lips and more prominent cheekbones. But what are facts and proof when you’re launching a media blitz? Pretending to be MkUltraGirl has become Atkin's full-time job:

 

Feeling the pressure of 'discovery,' she decided to go full throttle and really develop her brand. After all, that's what they tell you to do in those online marketing videos. Her next big step was to associate herself with a group of MKULTRA relatives survivors who were launching a class action lawsuit in Montreal. 

That's where things got a bit crazy.

Ellen already knew her mother, Emma Jane Crunican of London, Ontario had been a patient of the notorious Dr. Ewen Cameron. She had already blogged about her mother, and waged a small campaign for compensation back in the 1990s when the Canadian government was  handing out $100,000 to victims of mind control experiments at the Allan Memorial. And last year, Atkin allegedly managed to get McGill to cough up records for both her parents -- so we are told, and it may be true that Ellen and her two siblings grew up in a mind controlled family based in southwestern Ontario. If so, that's quite a story that ought to be told in our media. It should be fully investigated because it suggests the program extended across Canada.

Her claim that both her parents were in the McGill brainwashing program could entitle Ellen to compensation if the class action suit is approved and the lawyers win in Quebec court. But that could take years.

And meanwhile McGill has been busy for decades hiding the evidence, that is patient files from the 1950s and 60s which reveal this world-renowned university allowed military doctors and scientists to experiment freely on unwitting Montrealers -- including children - to develop brainwashing techniques now being used on prisoners in torture camps like Guantanamo.

But back to Ellen aka MKUltraGirl.

Coming across a movie shot in an Oklahoma mental hospital in 1956 and a two-second clip of a dark-haired woman, Ellen swears this woman is her mother Emma being electro-shocked by a paunchy doctor who can only be Dr Ewan (sic) Cameron. No proof, no explanation as to how her mother ended up in Oklahoma with Dr. Cameron, who was based at the Allan Memorial at the time -- 2500 km. away. Ellen claims to be an expert in photography with an interest in forensics. Drawing on her expertise, any 30-something brunette on a table could be her mother.

But -- oops -- the film ends with a disclaimer stating all persons appearing in it are actors:

No one denies her family album photos are genuine, or that she looks a lot like her mother Emma. Nor would anyone deny Ellen the right to "self identify" as the girl on the gurney. But when you involve yourself in legal actions, proof is decisive.

Altering evidence is a serious offense in the eyes of the law. It can even get your case thrown out of court. Evidence tampering aka "spoliation" is when a person "alters, conceals, falsifies, or destroys evidence" in an investigation. It's also closely related to FRAUD. False evidence, fabricated evidence, forged evidence or tainted evidence is information created or obtained illegally, to sway the verdict in a court case.

And since when can you lay claim to another person's photo because you resemble that person, pretend you "are" legally that person and collect damages on their behalf? Initially, Ellen had planned to sue publishers for copyright violation in using her image on their websites --  not so easy to pull off when you can't prove you own the photo.

There's a law prohibiting use of another person's image for personal gain: "As a general matter, you should never use someone's name or photograph in advertising or promotion of your website or blog without permission." 

In fact, that's what Ellen has done by using another little girl's photo to promote her cause and become famous. And it's illegal.

But thanks to her relentless determination and publicity skills, the MkUltragirl campaign has been a roaring success. "Everyone has heard of me," boasted Atkin recently. But then, hyperbole comes to her naturally, and overstatements roll off her tongue like boulders on the road to Whistler. It doesn't help that she salts her pages with clickbait from wacko Conspiro-tainment sites.

Someday, real survivors could pick up the tab for Ellen's online antics.

Zero Hedge bought her story in May 2018, bringing fake legitimacy to her story which ultimately backfired on survivors.

Not only has she faked her own case, she has also poste SAAGA (Survivors Allied Against Government Abuse) videos at her site, placed them behind a pay wall, and tried to raise funds for herself on the back of the class action.

Julie Gold of SAAGA (the Montreal class action group which is suing the CIA, Canadian government, and McGill University) recently posted a warning to members to be leery of Ellen Atkin and called her an “internet fraudster” -- 

At her blog MkultraGirl re-stakes her claim: 

"By now it is safe to assume that everybody knows that I lay claim to that image. Others come, others go. Nothing has changed from my POV. IMO, I made the correct decisions from day one. I planted a flag and stood my ground. Others come, others go."

You'd never know there was such a thing as facts, accuracy, reasonable proof, Her belief in her own omnipotence is embarrassing, almost quaint. Her blog posts roar like tantrums. Interviewers have told me they have "problems" with her facts, but feel sorry for her and give her the benefit of the doubt. Listening to her ramble, you get the feeling she's choking on her own inflated lies, releasing them like balloons and making up more as she goes.

At her blog, she throws out racial theories, apocalyptic predictions, religious jive, Flat Earth dogma. Big Foot stalks her world, as do aliens, and the ever present Evil Dr. Mengele. She, aka Ultra Girl, is planning to overthrow the Matrix in the name of Tis and victims generation. Cosmic Revenge is just around the corner. The universe whispers to her through synchronicities only she can hear. She is the love goddess, endlessly lusted after, and also the real-life inspiration behind Eleven in "Stranger Things."

Her talent for disinfo could threaten the credibility of all who grew up inside MKULTRA and are trying to expose its workings.

It would be cruel to deny her fantasies, even though they would never get past the dullest high school newspaper editor. I used to edit my high school paper -- maybe that's why I feel the need to point all this out.

She makes no bones about where her ideas come from:

"We all make decisions to get along; Go along to get along. I saw a bumper sticker the other day, “Fit in or Fuck Off”. Not sure if that applies to their kid’s friends, general life philosophy or immigrants. In any case, time has always blessed those with that motto more so than the radical urban intelligentsia crowd that I hail from."

Last I heard she was living in a trailer park with alcoholics and drug addicts.

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I stumbled across another photo, which I believe is of Dr. Josef Mengele, in 1949, taken at a notorious Quebec City mental hospital where Duplessis orphans were incarcerated, abused, tortured and even killed in heinous medical experiments. For several reasons, I think it's Mengele -- but people at the Montreal Holocaust Centre laughed and shrugged when I showed them the image. In the first place it's too small for clear identification -- but it certainly looks like him.

Ellen Atkin argues the boy in the wheelchair being examined by Mengele in this photo is her father at age 14. That's also on her MkultraGirl blog, and is part of her "case" -- even though it's highly unlikely a young Ontario boy would end up at a French Catholic hospital in Quebec in that era.

These photos have nothing to do with each other! Yet Ellen would like us to think they prove her family are Mengele victims. The haircuts are similar, I'll give them that.

Through more“magic of photography” Ellen has created another misleading juxtaposition –  first, there’s her dad in a wheelchair in 1949 with Mengele leaning over him, and then here’s her dad all grown up holding Ellen as a baby and her old sister in 1962. The first photo is from my blog, and was copied from the yearbook of a Quebec City hospital. The second is from the Atkin family album. Simple math and common sense tell us that if John Atkin’s nervous breakdown happened after age 16, in 1939 or 40, then he can’t be the 14 year old boy in the wheelchair in the photo taken in Quebec with Josef Mengele in the late 1940s.  

One person's photographic proof is someone else's cause for skepticism, or even ridicule. Mengele can be inserted everywhere, for shock effect. He will bring you clicks.

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Which brings me to Leonard Cohen, my famous former neighbor, whom Ellen claims I stalked, just as I am now stalking her.

"She stalked Leonard Cohen for years. Even Kelly Lynch, Cohen’s ex disgruntled manager, won’t talk to Ann Diamond any more. Nor will the Cohen children or family. Many survivors have reported stories of Ann Diamond belittling them, forcing her new age religion on them and stealing their stories for her books/ articles."

Kelley Lynch even tried to set Ellen straight on whether I stalked Leonard -- I didn't -- but Ellen deleted her comment before continuing:

"Now that she has squeezed out as much attention as she can from the dead Leonard Cohen, she needs another vehicle and it appears to be me."

About a decade before he died, I came into possession of a photo of a man in what appears to be a sensory isolation experiment. This photo was captioned "McGill Hebb experiment, McGill 1951" and featured a man I suspect is Leonard Cohen. Since Cohen told me in 1982 (and also told others including his ex-manager Kelley Lynch and her mother) he was in sensory isolation tanks in the MKULTRA program, and as he was an undergraduate at McGill in 1951, I think I'm justified in arguing it could very well be him. In all those years it was up on my blog, where it became my most popular post, Leonard never complained or asked me to take it down -- as he was prone to do with stuff that offended him, Therefore, I think it's safe to say he didn't disagree or consider it defamatory.

And he certainly never accused me of "stalking him," We were friends, neighbours, and fellow students of Sasaki Roshi, Our relationship was cordial. When he passed on in 2016, I was asked to talk about him on local and national radio and TV.

As for "stalking MkUltraGirl" -- I'm the person who suggested she join the SAAGA class action in the first place.

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Me, Ann Diamond ca April 1954

JUST A FINAL NOTE:

THE REAL MKULTRA GIRL DOES NOT WANT YOUR DONATION$$

Various people have claimed to be the child in the "Strain All Urine" photo, Only one so far has a forensic study to back up her claim including childhood school photos that match her facial features and even clothing details to those of the child in the photo.

This anonymous woman - who fears reprisals if she goes public, knows where and when the photo was taken. She was born into an elite American extended family with all the pedigrees connecting them to Deep State military interests and also US government reaching all the way to the State Department, powerful generals, and the White House.

Facts matter. Histories matter. There were thousands of child MKULTRA victims. We all need to come together and make this horror story known to the world.

AND PLEASE REMEMBER TO

 'STRAIN ALL URINE'